Sunday 13 November 2016

Hate and Incompatibility

It isn't fair.

Two unlike people should not live together. People who have nothing in common, people who hate each others guts, people who are not even compatible sexually, people who bring out the worst in each other - should not live together.

Why are they living together then? what forces them to? her insecurity? his insecurity? the child they made together?  what forces them to stay together despite not having anything in common? why cant they just let go - for in their minds, they already have.

The chasm couldnt be more deeper than the deepest end of the ocean despite living in a small 1200 sqft house.

She hated her lack of balls to walk out. She hated whatever it was that held her back from getting what she wanted. She hated herself.

I..... hate myself.